Musings - (1) THINK.
(Note: Be aware that the following was completely ad hoc, and as I write this sentence [in chunks], I am also editing this post in three other places, and creating two other new posts. I have an interesting brain.)
I'm going to take a big risk here. I am absolutely determined to reveal the truth about myself. When I put the truth on display to strangers, they are typically interested and engaged, and eventually, left behind. When do I the exact same with anyone that knows me, they almost always assume that I am merely having a mental health moment. I have indeed been diagnosed a couple of times in the past (different things), yet I always feel that I'm the sanest person in the room. The previous sentence isn't strictly true - I have met saner people. But those that know me are not saner people, that I know of. This bit may be more "radical honesty" than love.
The truth is probably in my own words. Look - who am I to being "doing" anything to myself? Er, I mean, anyone?.?.?.?. ... dunno.
Right, the 'big risk' I mentioned, is that when I am 'manic' (high, sped up, high-pressure, unstoppable, not necessarily under control), my IQ is very high. It is a bit above average when I'm depressed.
IQ is about intellect, and who knows what thats about. Myself, I am childlike when it comes to wisdom, emotional intelligence, social intelligence, and almost any 'simple' procedure. I am as likely to be thought of as dumb, as I am intelligent. Go figure. Or,
I'm going to take a big risk here. I am absolutely determined to reveal the truth about myself. When I put the truth on display to strangers, they are typically interested and engaged, and eventually, left behind. When do I the exact same with anyone that knows me, they almost always assume that I am merely having a mental health moment. I have indeed been diagnosed a couple of times in the past (different things), yet I always feel that I'm the sanest person in the room. The previous sentence isn't strictly true - I have met saner people. But those that know me are not saner people, that I know of. This bit may be more "radical honesty" than love.
The truth is probably in my own words. Look - who am I to being "doing" anything to myself? Er, I mean, anyone?.?.?.?. ... dunno.
Right, the 'big risk' I mentioned, is that when I am 'manic' (high, sped up, high-pressure, unstoppable, not necessarily under control), my IQ is very high. It is a bit above average when I'm depressed.
IQ is about intellect, and who knows what thats about. Myself, I am childlike when it comes to wisdom, emotional intelligence, social intelligence, and almost any 'simple' procedure. I am as likely to be thought of as dumb, as I am intelligent. Go figure. Or,
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